this is just an old one of mine i thought i would post up


I got these crazy ambitions that just live in my mind,
Seems like I just keep writing line after line,

Scribble a thought down/opps I just let one of em out,

Jot it down fast, before this **** slips out, before I forget,
ohh sh*t could this next be a hit?

Whoops there it goes, just see my words flow,
I’m thinking they suck; you can just let me know

This is my way to say what I want;
I got no hold backs, when the time come to flaunt.

In these inkblots I can say what I want,
If I love you ill show it, if I hate you, you’ll know it

But this is where I can keep thoughts contained,
save em for another day when the feelings the same

But for now I feel lost, a confusion on future,
uncertainty, of certainty yup ill agree

My hearts empty, and I’m waiting for love,
F*ck it shell never come, or will she with a gift from above

Who knows what the hell, lets party up quick,
just another drunk episode, another **** sucks a d*ck

Don't want to lead her on, cuz I know she’ not my type,
I got love for the ones I know ill never get to call at night

Live with what u get, and play the cards that are dealt,
never fold just incase she’s bluffing and u can pull that ace from ur belt

Hand her a smile and treat her like a queen,
what am I thinking wake up from this dream

Here are my words, ill let them do the talking,
I’m not what most people think, I’m just half dead and walking.

With a my empty heart as a guide,
ill just follow my ambitions to where ever they subside

 

hey ghost are you really a soilder
or is that what gay lover told ya

hurry gotta get back with a rhyme
no forget it you better take your f**kin time

was it you who said too legit to quit
just like mc hammer you dont know how to spit

get your rhymes together if you want to battle
yo rob arent you sick of hearin this babble

 

Have u ever done topics, like if i said do
"Under The Influence"
And we tell a story?

 

i only brought it up cuz u got childish rhymes
it seems to me like u just keep repeating the same line

here u go again poppin off at the jaws
why u pointin the finger when its ur rhymes with all the flaws

u just squattin on a post hoping to catch some fame
lil did u know stuntlifes laughing at ur cuz ur **** is lame

so here u go i had the stage
i gota go answer this page


hey chicken that was ya momma
she said ur up past ur bed time and to quit startin drama

so lil chicken tell big momma chickenhead i said hi
an plesae tell her im sorry for nuttin in her eye

 

your starting to get it

 

to get what son, i been had it u just didnt know

 

You got you got you got you got, you got the boomin system but it's flossin out do do, you think it's chocolate milk but it's watered down Yoohoo.
yeah that was a shot back in time to the Beastie Boy era, but now I'm bustin out a rhyme cause it's my time to shine.
I'm sick of gettin on here an listening to little boys whine,
I'm taking your wives out cause with me they love to dine.
I'm just a fat kid with that pornstar shine




Jarsh

 

never heard of it like that
but just tellin a story
lets do it

 

uh oh now big jarsh is in the mix
this battle is my drug, my heroin, my fix

my man talks about back in the day
he comes with LL that dude is gay

should have come with special ed or even slick rick
maybe then ghost would be sukin on your d*ck

if you havent noticed ghost is kinda slow
like a retarded blonde haired CBO

i should stop now hes not here to defend
hey ghost get on your knees, close your eyes, pretend

 

all right cool...u just have to try and beat me...or vise versa

so go write on the topic i said. UTI

 

i see how it is, the dr form isnt good enough for you...

 

nah....its all good...i posted a link in the open forum for them to come here :YEAH

 

My vision is blurred, speech is slurred, and I’m intoxicated
I've been drinking various alcohols that are very out dated

I raise the bottle to my yearning mouth and feel a buzzed bliss
Reminiscing old times with an abundance of anger and clutched fists

I would think of myself as a mild drinker but I don’t tell the truth
College has come and gone and I’ve drunken away my youth

It started as a social thing and later evolved in to a demon
Night in and night out I put the bottle to my mouth for no reason

It has become habit and the same thing happens over and over
I drink for self pity and I wish I only had the will power to be sober

And with the social scene growing it becomes even more intricate
With every drunken night I emerge into alcohols syndicate

I’m not going to place the blame on anyone but my own arm
No matter how many times I say no it causes all harm

As I stumble from a late night home knowing the prudence
I live my life under the influence

 

under the influence is the topic of this game
as me and robbie battle and try to put him to shame

as i'm sittin here figurin where to start
my girls on my lap, oops a p***y fart

the influence of the drugs that we all be smokin
hits from the bong, cypress hill, lets get token

smoke the good shi*t it makes me f**kin crazy
lie around doin nuttin , eatin, being lazy

the high only lasts for a short time i say
uh oh time to fire up a J

puffin on this fatty makin hard to spit
mind all fuzzy from that TICAL sh*t

i turn it to you so so continue where i leave
this high isn't good i'm rollin up my sleeve

 

u got some good **** chicken...

 

another is the influence of sex
lets make it better popped a couple x

touchin me all over she makes my body shakin
take her to her room, undress, wip out the bacon

one is not enough so we look to get another
next thing ya know i'm also doin her mother

the things ya do when you take the pills called x
f**ck it, feels good, influence of S E X

next day in the club yup i did another
it was hot and steamy till i realized it was a brother

takin this x has learned me a lesson
locked up, in jail, he sucked my smith n wesson

 

all in fun bro
lets keep it goin
keep you sh*t real

 

yo gotta go, time to get to sleep
while i'm gone, ghost, not a peep

that right, treat ya like my b*tch or maybe my ho
my girl is on my jock i realy gotta go


lame very lame

shes *****in

same bat time same bat channel

peace

 

Thanks to tonight's ripe mixture, the Lights start to flicker
Tension invites those who strive in the hype of spiked liquor..

U Know, Liquid Courage…a few sips to cast off u'r inhibitions
Set sail on a fantastic journey, spinning w/ the flush…intermission…

Now, When Act Two Slaps You into a twilight type circular descent
You gotta force yourself outta the vortex, and Scope the puke sent

It's still early, and Ur yet to tap into the two kegs at the frat party..
& on your way to the tap, your attacked w/ two shots of Bacardi….

& the question that lasts... is more towards regret then a problem
If U didn’t drive that night, Ur life wouldn’t have fallen like autumn

& Bad Dreams… I got em… I was one of the entities that night
The Nightmares keep re-occurring… I tried to hold on a grab tight.

But the last thing I saw of my mom was here eyes… nothing but white
Nope, no fight, no struggle, no will to even move on w/ a stable life…

so I sit, intoxicated, try'n to numb my brain cuz right now I see the light

 

put it in the pink curtians.....: yeah