Kelm

So I met this girl on MySpace we talk for many hours on the phone and decide wel hey lets meet up cause my friend is having a chrous performance and maybe you'd like to go? sure I say.... she's hot as hell and nice to beat, can my luck get any better?

Sad thing is she's in Fairfax.... That's a good hourish away from me and alot more depending on traffic but anyways the time is 6:30 and she'd call me with directions to the church when I'm on my way.

So I'm driving and I get to fairfax... No call I call her house no answer, keep tryijgn every so often I waited there five hours and not one time did she show up or answer ther phone, if you say your going to be somewhere be there don't stand me up cause it's not only imature it's rude and disrespectful to me!

But then again since when do girls have emotions? All the ones I've ever found or had the nerve to talk to have been cold hearted *****es! ****, They make life so sad for me I just don't understand why girls would do this?

I mean don't have they have a heart or something? I realize granted I meet these girls off myspace but that's the only way for me because I go to alternative school because of a personal problem only my friends know about it makes it hard to get a girls number so what I do is use myspace.

It gets the mumbo jumbo out of the way and allows you to get to know the person and then ask for there number online, way diffrent than face to face where i'd be nervous as hell...

I haven't had a relationship last past 2 months and it's pissign me off I want a long term relationship.... I want to feel love, not just lust and infaution.... I want a girl to buy diamond necklaces, etc for xmas and rose sfor valentines... but no all I get stuck with is either *****, hoes, *****es, or physcos!

Then when I do find a nice girl my ex-girlfriend stalks me on myspace and then when she finds out I got a new girlfriend goes to them and says I raped/beat her... thoughs that know me know I could never do something like that ever!

So then they start to believe her cause we're in the beginging of a relationship and slowly building up trust to a good level when this physco *** ***** comes bringing down the berlin wall of trust!

Feels like the only thing I have is my friends and riding.... but would a girlfriend that respects me be too mcuh to ask for?

I'm usually content with no girlfriend... I've gotten better at not caring about having one but when I hang out with one of my friends who has a girlfriend with him laying on him on the couch all close and cuddly I cant' help but keep stealing glances and having a rush of jealousy overcome me and it sucks!

**** this mother ****ing ****!

God I feel so much better... Sorry i had to get it all off my chest so make fun of me as you want or whatever I don't ****ing care.

Kelm

Thanks bro.... I can't wait to get out of virginia and go into the military it's gonna be so mcuh better than high school drama bullshit I'm forced to put up with!

Whats going on with you and your girl? ...If you don't mind me asking you don't have to post ion here you could IM me or PM me (personally on posting **** on ehre,i don't give a **** and honestly, i dont really have much freineds in real life to turn to with my problems)